I enjoy many things, which is why I struggle to see the real value of my life. I am kinda forced to be a social butterfly, somehow I end up talking to everyone, however, deep connections are rare, as I can't handle them.

Ever since I was a kid I've liked creating and imagining stories, I used to dream about being a writer and part of me never abandoned that idea. I might not be the best, but something that helps me write is my acting skills. Since I am a ballerina, I have to get in character many times, and doing so has trained me to understand characters and their perspectives better (another reason for my constant identity crisis I guess).

I created this website to connect with myself, to find the joys of life again and to stop feeling like I do... I want to have a happy place amidst the chaos that clouds my mind. Maybe if I trick myself I can reach actual happiness and a carefree, positive life. I really struggle sometimes, and I don't even know why... I just want the people I love to stop having to worry about my feelings, I want to make them proud, I want a fulfilled life, I want to stop worrying... I want to live, not exist. I want to change, but I'm scared of not finding comfort in anything other than pain and despair.