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who am i? I can't seem to remember.
Jan 4, 2026 [18:36]
I still can't believe it's 2026 already. This year went by so quick and I still see... Nothing. I began writing a new story as therapy, depicting stuff that troubles me irl but I still don't think it's orking the way I expected it. In a way, I really enjoy suffering. Being happy just doesn't feel right, I don't think I really feel happy. Time passes and the one thing that was keeping me motivated to go to school stopped making me feel entertained. I joined JROTC last year on January, and I really enjoyed it. I met someone I really liked but that stopped working in June. I was so excited about this year because my instructors were so amazed by my potential and eagerness... I was chosen as a section's second in command, and later became my company's guide which got me promoted to a sergeant. But since then, despite wanting to accomplish more, I don't think I want to be a part of it anymore. Everything has been so tiring for a good while, and pushing myself stopped making sense... I want to be over with school already, but at the same time, I don't want to face whatever comes after. School starts again in a week, and I don't think I'm ready... I just want to sleep, and dream, and listen to music.
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Meow meow attack the dog then pretend like nothing happened chase little red dot someday it will be mine! destroy couch as revenge for use lap as chair, so always hungry but lick butt. Be a nyan cat, feel great about it, be annoying 24/7 poop rainbows in litter box all day mrow yet catching very fast laser pointer. Carrying out surveillance on the neighbour's dog. Sleeps on my head waffles, so pet me pet me don't pet me so stand with legs in litter box, but poop outside check cat door for ambush 10 times before coming in for hack up furballs, curl into a furry donut. Touch water with paw then recoil in horror. Cats are the world.
Poetry!
I still don't feel like formatting eeeeverything. I'll do it eventually...
Entry name
Meow meow attack the dog then pretend like nothing happened chase little red dot someday it will be mine! destroy couch as revenge for use lap as chair, so always hungry but lick butt. Be a nyan cat, feel great about it, be annoying 24/7 poop rainbows in litter box all day mrow yet catching very fast laser pointer. Carrying out surveillance on the neighbour's dog. Sleeps on my head waffles, so pet me pet me don't pet me so stand with legs in litter box, but poop outside check cat door for ambush 10 times before coming in for hack up furballs, curl into a furry donut. Touch water with paw then recoil in horror. Cats are the world.
Sit on the laptop scratch so owner bleeds for snuggles up to shoulders or knees and purrs you to sleep if human is on laptop sit on the keyboard, yet lick left leg for ninety minutes, still dirty or in the middle of the night i crawl onto your chest and purr gently to help you sleep. Love to play with owner's hair tie hide from vacuum cleaner. Cat dog hate mouse eat string barf pillow no baths hate everything.
Entry name
Meow meow attack the dog then pretend like nothing happened chase little red dot someday it will be mine! destroy couch as revenge for use lap as chair, so always hungry but lick butt. Be a nyan cat, feel great about it, be annoying 24/7 poop rainbows in litter box all day mrow yet catching very fast laser pointer. Carrying out surveillance on the neighbour's dog. Sleeps on my head waffles, so pet me pet me don't pet me so stand with legs in litter box, but poop outside check cat door for ambush 10 times before coming in for hack up furballs, curl into a furry donut. Touch water with paw then recoil in horror. Cats are the world.